Miracles do happen, Dean is off of work tomorrow! with any luck we can get some more stuff taken care of w/ the van and get some gifts for Christmas.  so far we’ve only gotten one thing each for the kids!   If Dean hadnt worked so much this month we wouldnt have any gifts for the kids, it’s a sad realization but not one that was new to us.    Hoping after we get the expenses for the van finished we’ll be ok, it’s just getting that far!  and having to keep paying medical bills isnt helping this holiday season either.  i’ve got a stinkin appt on Tues w/ my specialist and thats gonna cost us too.  I hate drs and paying for stuff when we already pay for health insurance.  it’s a pain !   but this was supposed to be an upbeat entry, Bo had his first “real” food meal for lunch and some real milk too so crossing our fingers we dont see it again soon!   ;-)  now if his teething pain would ease up and he could breathe a little better I’d be really happy!   but at least tomorrow I wont have to take care of him alone, that’s so awesome!  I am so glad Dean is going to be off!!!Maybe I wont have  abreakdown just yet!