Breaking through the Fibrofog…

My hubby has time to sit and search the net and “learn” things. To seek things out for himself. I barely have time to check my email and read the blogs I have in my bookmarks. A few weeks ago he introduced me to podcasts, a great idea I think(even though it still takes his downloading them for me onto his mp3 player…but at least I am trying to get interested) this week I’m struggling to figure out the difference between emergent and postmodern on my own. Dean is out there and getting connected with people while I am sitting at home w/ two kids. Seems unfair, I figure the least I can do is get informed so I can at least hold up my end of the conversations that Dean gets me into about things I have no clue about. Found this article today, it was interested…from what I briefly read…as if I had time to read the whole article……oh well I guess all that matters for me right now is that I got the laundry caught up, the front grass cut and the house semi-clean again. One day, years from now maybe I’ll be social again and be able to introduce new things and ideas to Dean instead of vice versa…I cant wait til that day comes. Believe it or not I have dreams and visions for my future that dont include always changing diapers and cleaning house; ONE day I’ll pursue them but for today I guess I’ll be happy that I accomplished my goals for today.