one more vent about the dr today….he’s talking into his tape recorder, to record the notes for our visit, and stops recording and flips through chart, and says what do you do for a living, I said I am a stay at home mom, he says what did you do before that, I said I’ve been a stay at home mom for a year or two now, he said, oh good, then you can afford to have this now…..i wanted to hit him sooooo hard, I kindly responded well not really, his reply is well it’s not like you have to be in an office working and this interferes….idiot I tell you. I have the # 1 hardest job on the planet and the jerk says I can afford this now, he says its not like I have to miss work or my work will be affected……I am woman hear me ROAR!!!!!! yes, this made me mad, but it was just another thing, but I had to share….sometimes I hate doctors…….sometimes I hate idiots in general. today I think I just hate men!!
well made it home safely from the drs appointment, although the computer looks very odd when your eyes are dilated! so I apologize for any typos ahead of time. the good dr,who I am doubting more and more every time I see him, says my eyes are fine, or did he? well he had this new fangled machine that he could take a pic of my eye w/, that I thought was great! if anything I thought the dr couldnt mistake it if it was on a picture…so the pic shows my optic nerves to by mildly swollen, he says this is just normal for me, i still say thats a load of crock but thats a nother story….and before he rushes me from his office as he shows off his great new pic software, he makes note of some dark spots on my eye in the pic. he says’ thats interesting. never noticed that before…” of course he didnt want to explain and when asked several times why I continue to see spots in my eyes and have blackouts of vision in my left eye he said ‘we cant explain everything” or “we cant understand it all” so, if anything I’ve got proof now that theres something on my eye, those dark spots are something gosh darn it even if he doesnt want to take the time to look into it. everyday I’m struggling more and more w/ my vision. i just got glasses about a month ago and today while the dr did my exam w/ my glasses on he says my vision is different than what it was when i got the RX yeah thats not a good sign…..but no nothing going on with my eyes at all? so suffice it to say, when I see my neurologist next I will be requesting a referral to a different neuro-opth. sad part is this guy was supposed to be the best there is.
all he wanted to talk about was how busy he is w/ new patients and how many eye surgeries he’s done lately and he’s new gadgets….looks to me like he’s getting caught up in the success and forgetting about the patients who got him there…meanwhile I feel crappy again today and should be napping. So now that I’ve looked at this way too blurred computer monitor and attempted to type I think I’m done….enough time for a short nap before we have to go pick up Dean from work…what a day….guess the good news is the dr said nothing is wrong huh? sadly I wanted something to be wrong so he could fix it and make me better. now I just struggle feeling bad w/ no end in sight, again……damn incurable inexplainable illnessess……
