We had the worst night

We had the worst night last night. Caleb got up at 3 and I dont think he ever went back to sleep! We had him in bed w/ us and we both tried to put him to sleep but it didnt work. He’s definitely got a tooth trying to come through and I hope that is the reason he was so restless. But meanwhile I now feel horrible, I mean you can see how bad I feel just by looking at me, and usually I do ok on little sleep. I feel bad for Dean becuase he had to go to work! I am determined to make Caleb sleep this morning, he started getting tired eyes as Dean got ready for work. And I tried to feed him breakfast but he kept rubbing his eyes. So with any luck I can get a nap.

Today Caleb and I are going to work on getting Dean’s fathers day gift. I think he will love it! I cant say what it is cause he reads this, but I think he will be suprised when he gets his present in a few weeks. I am horrible at keeping secrets, and I love to give people their presents as soon as I get them so this is going to be hard on me. So Dean dont even ask cause you know how I am, I’m likely to blurt it out anyway! But not this time, I am very determined to make Deans first official Fathers Day the best!

My allergies have been horrible this last week. i dont remember ever having a problem this bad, but when I moved to Ohio my body had to adjust to the air there and my allergies acted up, so must be the Baltimore air irritating me since we’ve been away so long. I am probably going to have to see my dr its so bad. I wake up and before I am even out of bed my eyes are burning and itching and my nose is all itchy. Well I need to try to get some rest, or we will have a horrible day. I think its already a horrible day for me cuase I am upset about having to cancel the job interview I had for this morning. I feel like I should have just as much a chance to work if I want to as Dean does, I mean I like being at home, but if I did decide to work it should be just as important as Dean’s job. But doesnt much matter cause we dont have daycare and no one has openings. So looks like I will get to enjoy these days w/ my son, well if he stops teething soon!