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What a boring Friday night! Neither Dean nor I were feeling up to much and Caleb was so fussy. He’s been very clingy the last few days, all I can think is that he’s either teething or that the separation anxiety is getting worse as he starts walking all over the place by himself. I’m having some bad cyst like pain and was actually double overed in pain earlier, but luckily it was during Calebs’ nap this afternoon. We’re entertaining tomorrow night and all week long I kept thinking that I had tons of stuff to do before then, but today I am just so blah about it. I am not feeling up to cleaning and its not like our house is ever dirty, Dean thinks I get OCD when it comes to keeping the house clean but anymore its just pointless with the baby and Dean leaving crap everywhere. I wear myself out cleaning up all day and at the end of the day I look around and am satisfied, but before the day even gets started the next day its a mess again. I cant imagine how bad it will be when Caleb is big enough to leave his crap lying around and not caring about it. For now I will savor the neatness I maintain around here, but for tonight the mess can wait. I think I’d better tend to my pain or I wont feel much like entertaining, with or without a clean house tomorrow.