Baby blues

Stefani’s blogmakes me remember what those last few weeks and days felt like before Caleb. Dean and I had discussed when we’d start on another baby, and we both know we arent financially able to, but isnt the second one cheaper? Especially since by then Caleb will be off formula and hopefully out of diapers? My ob/gyn and I decided at my last apptment to discuss possibly starting to try at our next apptment, which happens to be in two weeks. I so hate taking BC and it’s not even helping, I mean the whole reason I want to take it is to stop PMS and maybe my period altogether, no such luck. I still have pain in the middle of every cycle anyway, so who knows if it is working at all. And lets not even mention that orthotricyclene is supposed to help acne, well I have clear skin, but since I’ve started it every cycle I break out horribly. Whats the plus side to taking it, peace of mind I guess. But if I silently long for another baby whats the point? yeah, if you read the earlier blog from today, I am sure I have enough on my plate to worry about today, but it sure would be nice, cause I am for sure not working if I am pregnant, been there and threw up on too many pairs of scrubs to do it again!