Just a quick thought, I

Just a quick thought, I am the luckiest woman in the world, my hubby is great! I’ve had a rough weekend and he’s been so patient with me and has been doing his best to watch Caleb. Today Caleb and I took a long nap together, we’re both feeling a little under the weather and it’s been such a busy weekend that I think we both just needed to cuddle and rest together. It was so sweet. Then this evening Caleb fell asleep in bed watching tv with us, Dean fell asleep shortly thereafter. I just watched my two angels sleep and counted my blessings. This emotional roller coaster I am riding must be a non stop ride and I hate that I am making my whole family get on board, yet I know every thing I say and do affects my family. It’s been a real battle lately and I know I am blessed to have such a great husband who is willing to stand by me and even hold me up when I can’t do it by myself. I know I probably never show or tell him enough how I feel, but even with all of the stress lately it feels like we are coming at a new point in our marriage. We’ve been trying to take the time that Caleb is sleeping in the early evening to be our time. Sometimes we do our own thing but some days we devote to having time together. Today was especially great as we cuddled on the couch watching tv. When Caleb was up he joined us some but he preferred practicing his new found trick of standing by himself. You can see from my entries that this weekends been a mix of up and downs for my emotionally, but somehow, just like always, Dean is there and makes me see the bright side of things. Right now as I watch him sleep, I can only hope that he knows how much I love and appreciate him!