Things I would say to
Things I would say to my dad if I wasnt the person I am: For too many years I have trusted and loved you despite the continual pain you cause me. I dont even know if you realize how much damage you’ve done to me in the past and even now. I have tried to have faith that you have indeed changed, as you continue to say you have, yet time and time again you break my heart. This is the last time. There will be no more attempts on my part to let you know that despite your failure as a dad and as a man even, I will still love you. I will continue to love you yet I will no longer accept the pain you cause me. Never again will I fail prey to your hurt. This is it dad, its over. Your are my father, I am your daughter and thats all there is for us. No more Christmas cards, no more letters. No more pain. And for you, I hope this makes you see just what you’ve become. And I pray to God my son and my brother never become one part the man you are.
